Actually feeling a little depressed…

2 weeks ago, I was packed full with anticipation and joy to return to Boracay, the island of paradise. Awaiting to sink my toes into the powdery white sand and swim in the clear blue waters. To relive those wonderfully peaceful days where touts were rare, and quaint snack shops line the beach with the occasional large hotel sprouting out of nowhere.

Alas, those were left to my memories. Yes, the water is still clear, and the sand is still fine. But you can almost feel the difference to the texture of the sand, and those are not “White” anymore. Blame the uprising tourism industry here.

The noticeable change started at Manila airport. The plane to Caticlan which used to have only 3 passengers is now full. Upon setting foot onto Caticlan airport, the first change I noticed was there was organisation in the tricycles waiting to fetch tourists to the jetty. They were lined up at the ticketing booth waiting for passengers. At the jetty, the bancas were packed full with passengers. This was a huge difference compared to just 2 years ago when the only passengers on the boat were just 3 of us travellers there.

Finally set foot on Boracay. As usual, tricycles and vehicles are only allowed at the backlane behind the beach. But the beachfront is now lined full with businesses. Restaurants, bars, souvenir shops, dive shops, hotels, resorts….now I’m starting to rejoice we did our project 2 years ago instead of now. If not we would have spent one whole week jotting down the number of businesses here.

The biggest change would be the number of tourists flocking here. Now it’s not just the Koreans, but the Taiwanese that are dominating the tourist scene here. As a lone traveler and diner at all restaurants, I can’t help but wince at the behaviour of these tourists. Yes, I can’t expect them all to behave like ethical tourists, but you should really look at them. Talking loudly, smoking like chimneys, basically acting like hooligans. There seem to be a lost peace and innocence around here.

The locals also seem to be less friendly, raising their guards against tourists. I see so many more ang mohs with filipino escort ladies, it’s really making me cringe. Public displays of affections can be seen in broad daylight on the beach.

The seascape is definitely still amazing, with clear blue waters and sky. However, the increased number of sailboats and motorboats blocking the horizon is quite a pain. No more postcard like photos from the whitebeach. Probably need to spend some money to a more remote beach.

The sand along white beach which used to be so soft you will sink walking along it has become rather dense and coarse. Really sad to see this happening. Those amazing Boracay sandcastles still exist (which require a small donation if you want to take a photo of it), but now there are new sand patterns built into the sand with dug out holes for lanterns. A beautiful sight, but behind it, are these children working hard at making more of these sand patterns. These children will come up to you with those pitiful innocent looks, saying “Donations please?”. I can’t help but give in. But these are the ugly sides to the rise of tourism here.

At night, the island comes alive with it’s well known discos and parties. Loud music booms, beautiful people start pouring out from their hotels. Gone is the peace at night when you just want to sit by the beach and listen to the soothing waves hitting against the shore.

Yes, tourism has definitely provided more local employment, but at what risks and sacrifices? Local innocence and charm, ecological harm just to state a few.

Oh well, perhaps it’s time to go look for a new beach or island with less commercialisation.

Shot this picture in a small alley along Arab street. Amazing how it looks like a studio shot. Love the green against the yellow, with the window half peeking out. Lovely!

Why do we NOT get this kind of cool shit in Singapore?? Our Northface stores are just….sad.

I want to go Tokyo….

I always get emo when I see how happy my friends are getting along in life.

Seriously, I feel like I’m losing all my friends slowly but surely. No one asks me out for gatherings anymore. No one asks me out for games. No one asks me out for random moments or meetups.

I don’t know what’s happening in my friends’ lives. They seem so happy, they don’t even seem to remember my existence anymore.

Unhappy. =(

Who ever said life is fair?

Episode 1

Me: “I can’t brief the D****ner this Thursday. I’m on leave.”

AF: “You on leave is it my business?”

Me: *Fakes huge smile* “okok, i come back and brief in the late afternoon ok? no problem!” *Smiles again*

Episode 2

Me: “What? XXX is on leave today? but she still owes me my drawing! I need to send to the client!”

AF: “D****ners cannot go on leave meh? they also human leh! they also need to rest leh!”

WTF?!?!? This is the so-called industry leader’s practice? I am laughing my socks off.

FYI.

Usual time D****ners knock-off: 6pm

Usual time we knock-off: 8-9pm (ever tried till 6am)

Who here  deserves a break more?!?! I was so close to slapping her in the face. SO CLOSE.

I MISS US!!

I can’t stop laughing at these!

How much we changed over the years….

I LOVE Criminal Minds the drama. Their quotes at the beginning and the end of every episode always ends with a thought-provoking quote.

Here is one of my favourites:

What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world, remains and is immortal. ~ Albert Pine

Fucking bored at work now.

Hiding in my room, safe within my womb,
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.